We
present an excerpt from the book
No native
place. No birth-date. No house or farm. No caste,
either. That is how I was born. In an Uchalya community,
at Dhanegaon in Taluka Latur.
It is there that I grew through childhood and youth.
I still remember our hut. It was nothing more than
a low, hay-thatched roof. All of us had to crawl
on our hands and knees to get in or out.
My grandmother, Narasabai ran the household, grandfather
being thoroughly useless. He had to report to the
police-station twice a day. So, he could not take
up any permanent work away from the place.
My grandfather, Lingappa, did maintain our household
in his heydays, picking pockets, lifting valuables
and odd things at markets and fairs. He was a well-known
and respected thief in our tribe and area. The Nizam
State records mentioned him as a most notorious
and dangerous thief. Nobody ever dared cross his
path.
Once while drunk he attempted to pick the money
tied in the knot of a dhoti tied around a stranger's
waist. In cutting the knot with a blade (Bharat
Blade was most suitable for such jobs) he cut too
deep, making a long, deep gash in the stranger's
body from buttocks to waist. The man bawled in pain
as blood gushed from the wound.
The police caught our grandfather and dragged him
to our hut, beating him severely all the way. They
wanted to search our hut for stolen goods.
While they looked around, I lay like a dead pup
in an old, tattered coverlet in a corner of our
rickety grass hut.
Grandfather was handcuffed and the police kept asking
him: 'Tell us where you've hidden the stolen money
and gold. Show or we'll smash your bones.'
Grandfather wailed piteously : ' See Saab, see for
yourself, there's nothing in the hut.'
'Your whore will know,' cried the police and grabbed
our grandmother by the hair and thrashed her all
over.
My mother, Dhondabai, had already slipped away into
the woods as soon as she had heard of the arrival
of the police.
The police were beating whomsoever their eyes fell
upon -- women, children. They squeezed grandmother's
breasts, asking her to show the stolen goods.
Then they left, taking grandfather with them. He
was jailed for some months.
After his release he was ordered to report to the
police station twice a day. Every morning and evening
grandfather rode on a donkey to report to the police
station.
Subsequently, they made him a State informer, offering
him suitable rewards if he disclosed the names of
thieves and pickpockets belonging to our tribe.
He had to accompany the police to help them trace
the addresses and whereabouts of suspected thieves.
If he ever failed to report to the police station
the police came and beat everybody in our hut.
Grandfather was thus forced to give up his pilfering
business, report to the police regularly, and work
as a Nizam State informer helping the police to
catch thieves from our own tribe.
Nobody would offer work to my father, Martand, as
we were known to belong to a branded tribe of criminals.
They would not employ my mother, Dhondabai, even
as a farm-hand. As grandfather had been rendered
useless, my grandmother began to visit fairs and
markets to maintain the household. In crowded fairs,
she removed gold lockets and earrings from children's
necks and ears, trinkets and necklaces from the
necks of women cutting them loose with her teeth
or a blade, and sold them to moneylenders and maintained
the house. Sometimes the police visited our village
in search of thieves or stolen goods. On such occasions
local money-lenders and the village patil bribed
the police from our grandmother's deposit with them.
If anyone from our household or tribe wished to
leave the place, he had to obtain a permit from
the police-patil, a bribe for the purpose. We were
reduced to the level of animals; for just as permits
are needed for cattle to be moved to other places
or to be sold in the market, we had to have passes
to him where we were going to, and even then, we
could not stay there for more than three days. Barring
me - a child - everybody had a pass. If we ever
travelled without a pass we were invariably arrested
on trumped-up charges, beaten up, and set free only
after exorbitant amounts had been extracted from
us.
Thus the pass came to be worshipped as God and the
blade as Laxmi, the goddess of wealth, in our family.
Whenever my grandfather, grandmother and the others
in my family set out on a thieving mission, they
bought a cock and sacrificed it to the blade, sprinkled
some drops of its blood on the blade and the pass;
and prayed: 'O God! Grant us success; let our thieving
operations be blessed with success, save us from
the police.' Then everybody, in turn, bowed in obeisance
before the blade and the pass just as people do
before gods in temples.
(Taken from Chapter 1, page 1 to 3)